Okay, so anyone who knows me knows that I have trust issues. Most people ask why. Every time I trust someone they let me down shortly after. Example: Tonight I told somebody something no one knows about me...they let me down a couple minutes later. I feel like I'm going to be sick. My birthday's Monday. Happy Early Birthday present to me right? Fuck, why can't I just disappear? Looks like my kitty is here to comfort me. At least I know she won't let me down. I hate people. All of these bad memories just keep going through my head like a movie, somebody please press pause, because I can't take this much longer.